May so Far...

2 Years... going STRONG!
Colby and I celebrated our 2 yr anniversary on the 15th! Everyone says that the first year is the hardest, but our first year of marriage was cake. We didn't have much to argue about at all; and all though this 2nd year has been amazing as well, we definitely have learned how to push each others buttons and argue a little better:) Marriage is the best thing and I love every day that I get to wake up to Colby and know that no matter what he is in it with me for the long haul! But being a working mom and having to juggle it all gets to me sometimes... I feel as though I am doing all my jobs half way sometimes and that has been hard! Although we have argued and disagreed more this year than last I have learned and am still learning that being right is not always what matters... that saying sorry goes along way and that hurtful digs at each other never get you anywhere:) I am so lucky to have Colby, he puts up with a lot from me! He is quick to forgive and does not hold a grudge. He is always pushing me to be the bigger person and do the right thing and I LOVE him for that! I know without a shadow of a doubt that he is my soul mate and that he is the only person that I want to spend forever with! Here's to 2 yrs the good the bad the ugly and for loving me through all of it!! I LOVE you Colby:)

Mothers Day

Thanks to this little munchkin... I am mom!!!

To be honest I never thought that I would LOVE being a mom as much as I do! I remember growing up and hearing my mom say things like, I can never have anything nice with you kids:) Can you leave me alone just long enough to go to the bathroom:) and all those things that I know every mom says! I remember thinking... WOW I am never having kids!! ha ha, at least for a long time!! I was way to selfish to care more about someone else! But then I met Colby and everyone was surprised when I put him above me:) And then Kade came along! My whole pregnancy I was scared at what was ahead of me, if I was gonna be a good mom etc. But now I have no idea how I ever went without Kade!! He makes me stronger, more motivated, more patient, more loving and makes me smile all day!! I love being a wife and a mom! This is truly what life is about!! I love my little family and I feel so blessed to be Kades mom!! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to every mom. It is the hardest job but the job that makes life worth living!!